https://pad.constantvzw.org/p/unbinding_exercises

well the white/empty page is scary so i start making it a bit colored
is this happening now?
it seems like it's happening but it should be comfortable i guess that is the idea
but?
but maybe we can start? ( it was a question from https://pad.constantvzw.org/p/HWGLInterview :D ) yess it will e full before anyone join :)ahaha great --> 
'everything we do and know comes from someone/something else
we interconnect, we can't own our own thoughts/words ' wondering about referencing 'sources' here (pads/participants). inconstency can be interesting to many of the discussions on (collective) authorhip dilemmas
'2 forces pulling in different directions
some want visibility/some don't want it '
visibility is a trap pad 
I try to figure out how limited and restrictive it is to cite "authors". 
=100$

How to write in a way less taxing? How to write together, and talk about what we do without it being extractive. It has to be a game. What is written is perhaps not as important as how it is written. 
shadow podcast servers?
- does it need nourishment, padding, attention ?

a punchcard?
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  trying to find compost + worms! to throw at Baran: how to throw compost and worms/ such a good title for a *: 'Worms to throw at Baran'
  
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jgs   `"`   `"`   `"`
 at Baran? :D https://i0.wp.com/www.peacebiennale.info/blog/wp-content/uploads/2017/12/Fig-21.5-Baran_Diagrams-hi-res.jpg
  `._._._...._/` (We are all in the compost, and that is a messy place to be )
  
not clear when to stop start with this process
it is unbound, not 
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                       ear, not stable, experiment in itself 
                       
                   
                   
We shall answer brief interview questions as a collective writing exercise. Each one writes one word, passes it off to the next person in the pre-determined order. Repeat until the interview questions are answered satisfactorily. 
                   

• • * How can a structure be kind, open and hospitable? How can we reproduce multiplicity of voices in a structure? How can we offer gentle 'guiding'? Can we think of different paths throughtout different entries, connections, intersections, relations,...? 
  • Starting from a pseudo-collective and laidback approach to the insidious forces that tirelessy try to subsume that 

• • btw launch of 60 new starlink satellites...
  • https://thenewinquiry.com/manifesto-of-the-committee-to-abolish-outer-space/

For later, another rebinding: MayDayroom tactics <-> Queering Damage generative operations what is meant with queering damage (by proposers)?

• • it's a research for methodologies for partial reparations (or not) of? toxicity, trauma, baran, structural oppressions... http://bram.org/queer/queeranalytics3G.odt
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  • damage: to widen the notion of damage and identify its conditions and surrounding. Pain, suffering, injury, uselessness, unrevoerability, unreparability, homophobia, racism, ageism, ableims, specism, classism, exclusions, inclusions,